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Saturday, 30 July 2011 || 00:39
love this picture cuz it looks so darn natural.:)
today in summarise was kinda of a sucky day except for afternoon.....
had four test in the morning,physics,chemistry,biology and math!
glad that im able to do chem phy and math but screwed up bio>:(
tsk all because of some bloodclotting questions,just hoping to at least get a b for tht paper and im satisfied!
after school,went to places near clarkequay with uk trip peeps to see our appointed games station,
and its funny how we say a clock as bigben,fullerton hotel as birkingham palace etc.
guess we are all uk-sick:S
and thats a bad thing for me as i would be like.....'i wanna migrate;'( '
whining about the weather and the environment compared to the uk....
argg im love-sick with uk!need time to get over it.
guess i really loved those carefree life there.sighs.
how i wish one day my parents would tell me "hey dear we are going to migrate to us/uk for 2 years !" something like tht,i would be so damn elated wahaha
okay next thing......
have been very stress sometimes during dance,felt so demoralized though i know tht i should not feel that way.
im inspired by famous dancers and really wonder how did they get so up high.
well,maybe their potential?or maybe they put in alotttt of effort.
i hope that i will improve faster and better cause i felt like a loser sometimes.arg;'(
and i extremely love teacher who are patient like clare and michael hehe
sometimes i try to look at the better side,but something will happen and make me fall again.
im so sick of all these.....
also, ive been comparing myself with people who are richer,prettier,dance better,famous and i get very jealous .but after thinking about ppl who are in poverty etc.. makes me realised that im quite lucky.
well,i jolly well know that i have to look at the bright side of things in life and i must thank many of my friends who are always standing by me and encouraging me all the time,without those comforting words i doubt i would be as contented with my life as now.
i know that i must make an effort to make things happen rather than just standing aside thinking that it is impossible when i have not even tried,well maybe i tried but still no progress so i have to work harder.
haha okay enough of these talks,zzzzzzzzz.
im tired now,hope tmrw would be a better day,nights world